Xmas and other musings

Ok for the first time in a long time i have felt the xmas spirit now i am ready for some peace and quiet. Shutterbug will be here to spend new years with me. I love my neice but damn her mother does not teach her manners. She smacks when she eats and i always got fussed at for it when i was a kid. Damn. Oh and then the kicker my sister seems to think i am mad because she can have kids and i can't WTF sorry i am not envious in any way shape or form that she has a kid. im happy i don't have them see previous post. Xmas was fun but i want to just enjoy my vacation that starts this coming up tuesday after i get out of work!! im so ready for some time off to just chill with my girl and just relax. Since my sister has been here i have been very on edge. we have always had a tense relationship and some how i think it's best we really don't have much of one. the woman stayed drunk almost the entire time she was here. and i am the one that got called up tight cuz i don't feel the need to drink alcomahol to relax sorry there is much better and cheaper ways to do that. and much healther ways too. my god i saw this woman eat 2 heaping plate fulls of food every time she sat down to eat dinner. its sad really how she just let herself go.