save the drama for your mama

So Shutterbug emailed Extremes about what was said and it sounds to me like Extremes is forcing her opinion on Shutterbug. Recently Shutterbug came out to her mom. I'm proud of her for admitting what she had hidden for so long. Coming out is never easy for anyone. For the longest time Extremes would tell Shutterbug just to come out and move in with me. But what Extremes doesn't realize is that not everyone thinks the way she does. Shutterbug and I have a plan that we are gonna stick to. Shutterbug doesn't wanna come to the table with debt and Extremes enjoys in being an immature flake. Sorry but i would rather have a plan and stick to it then just go off willy nilly. well that's all i got for today have a wonderful day

That's it im done

I know i am anal about being on time but damn how much can one person take. Extremes was late again 15mins to be exact. so i just left I'm tired of waiting on her just to show up when ever and not say sorry running late. I'm so done with her flaking out on me. I told her I waited for 15mins and I left I'm tired and sore I can't be friends with someone who doesn't understand the concept of time.

I spent a week away from you last night

God I miss her! Every night without her aches. The distance is what kills me the most. But we will make it through. No one will ever have to tell me I can't be with her. Extremes told me that she was using me I think she is full of shit. There is no way that my wonderful girlfriend is using me. Extremes for so long has been our cheerleader saying that we need to be together and now she says this what the hell?

Life right now

So here is the skinny on my life right now. I am in the process of divorcing my husband of 10 years. We both realized that we don't have a damn thing in common. The people that were supposed to be my friends have turned their backs on me. I hate it when people use the term best friend so lightly and then they turn on you. And people that are supposed to be adults wanna play the high school game. The hubby and I signed an agreement that the bonds of fidelity no longer hold us. So I am free to date my girlfriend. Granted I am still living in the same apartment as him but he is being nice about all this and letting me stay till I have some money saved up. Granted right now life is pretty shitty but there are still a few people I can count on. My dad is being very supportive and Shutterbug has been there for me through all this shit. Immortal has been there too but she has some drama of her own that she has had to deal with. I have a job that I love doing. It's nice to be back to work again. I am still working out I have lost a grand total of 43lbs since Sept of 2007 went from a size 20 to a size 12 yay me well that's all for now