Letting go

Well I have decided that it's time to let go the emotional baggage. This weekend my wonderful witchie friend is gonna help me in the healing process. It's time to let him go and move forward with my life with shutterbug. I have to stop thinking about the past and think about the here and now. I have to stop worrying about losing Shutterbug again. No one can tell us not to be together any more like he tried to do. She makes me so happy and I couldn't ask for a better partner. I have to stop thinking about the time I almost lost her because of his ass. Now I have her in my life and I am not letting her go.

Finding my way

Well here I am in my brand new life in Texas. Man it's so nice to finally feel at peace. I miss Shutterbug like crazy! I did get to see her over this past weekend omg that was the best. She has been so wonderful! She even helped me move here. I wouldn't have it any other way. My parents absolutely love her. We exchanged promise rings this past weekend as well. She makes me so happy. I'm glad to be out of that shitastic situation. It's funny I will worry about him ever once in a while but then I think what for it's not my problem any more. He actually wanted to talk last week. I think he is starting to realize what he lost. LMAO!!!! sucks to be him! I am loving life and I am grateful for those in it. Shutterbug and I are doing better then ever. We have such a strong connection and i am loving what i have with her.